秋高气爽，夏天终于过去了，终于漫长的过去了。

可我还在等待时间带走，那些潸然泪下，竭力嘶吼却不知所措的记忆残片。

庆幸时光不会倒转，那些影子不断在脑海中徘徊，让人害怕极了。

我讨厌夏天，讨厌这个夏天，可惜就连我的出生也是夏天。

暖暖的热水澡，钻进暖暖的被窝。可惜双脚还是冷冷的躲着。

今天的太阳温暖得很舒服，最喜欢这个季节的明媚的阳光。适合和朋友四处走走，也适合一个人享受午后。

城市，仿若当背景的海市蜃楼。车水马龙。

不知道什么时候开始，沉默少语了。

一个人听一首歌，安安静静的，心伤就闭上眼把泪忍回去。

一个人走一段路，安安静静的，看天光天暗。

一个人看一本书，安安静静的，累了就蜷缩着睡去。

hey，请把不和谐的声音关掉。无声又无息。

我是不是把爱笑的自己丢了，暂时的，永恒的。

我在等待，很耐心的守候守护，即使是一辈子。

只要还有阳光，还有阳光就能映出一家九口的笑容。

我越来越像贝壳了，一被触碰就死死的躲起来。一个人死死的关起来。

沐子说的，我们的生活不多彩，有的是考验。

我承认自己是害怕的，但是像阿妈说的面对现实啊。很多东西没得选的。

沐子，心里存着很多对你的感谢，很多。

双脚慢慢暖起来了，或许也该睡去了，伴随着小催眠的LA流浪记。

Friendship, although I have to solve this suck mess for some time or life time alone,

still got many thanks to Shelley,  season,  lucy,  shawn,  andy,  payton……..

I know you guys are always there when I need any help. Sent me mails to express the care and worry, helped me find the intern, asked me out from now and then, talked to me and support me at the suck moment. Thank U SOOO much. I really appreciate that.

With friends staying in my life, I’m getting full encouragement to restart n think about all these sucks in a bright side.

You know, that’s just my birth, my life and my destiny. I’m taking it n confronting the reality.

It’s really hard to be a tough girl but I have to and must be.

时间会变，世界会变。人事也许多都变迁，友共情不变，那种真找不到缺点。

What else, Part-time job. I am still teaching Hello Teddy every week this semester.

It doesn’t go on well, kids are much naughtier and the parents seem not satisfied with the feed-back,

anyway, I am doing the best I can. I really enjoy spending time with the kidos, teaching, talking, singing, playing, relief and funny.

Sometimes it’s tiresome and stressed out. Nevertheless, they are making progress so it’s worthy of doing this kind of part-time.

Kids, you make my life more colorful n I reli really like the smile on your face.

And Studying. I am learning to do some stock exchange these days but really stressful.

OK, I am trying to read some books n watch financial news n know about the relative economic environment to analyze the stock index, ups and downs. Lord, staring at the screen like a sculpture, scaring about losing money. Admit it, it’s more like a psycho, but…..

尼牌，我仲学紧Cantonese，几难窝。我听好多广东话嘅歌，得闲就睇TVB剧，听粤语教程，练习发音。依家仲唔识讲，不过唔紧要，我可以听得明少少。

PS：recent pictures are uploaded in my album, back ground music: 王菲  执迷不悔   

     就算痛苦 就算识泪 也是属于我的伤悲